hey!! damn havent been here for so long.. lutza things happened.. iuno where to start.. hmm.. wells ive been happpy last week.. so crazy i started talking to him after a long long time.. he's still cool and funny.. hahaha.. i miss how we talked before.. :) felt so special 2 cuz he told me stuff that he doesnt wanna tell to other people.. yaaayy.. i so miss him..

midterm in math next weeekk *sigh dont wanna study.. nymore.. oh wells im not in da mood writing so i guess il be bak laterz time to read notesss!!.. muaahhaha peace*

god!!.. my face is fucked up. i had a facial today and she took out all blackheads and stuff.. it hurts like crazzyy.. but iz kewl.. didnt go to church cuz of this.. *sigh.. nywayz.. didnt kno dat my frend actually likes me i thought he was joking around oh wellz..

guy: you're always on my mind. i have to let it out. juz wanna kno if u feel da same way..

gurl: im having doubts.. dont think it will work out... but ill think about it..

AWWW.. dont know what to dooooo!!.. saveee meee!!

heylo....  i hate diz day... first my lab evaluation took forever.. stayed der till 11.. was so hungry and den after went to my psych class.. did so bad in the test... shiet.. and den math i screwed up in the quizzz!!.. goddd.. i had headache too.. and den i was supposed to have my facial today 2.. and cancelled it cuz sheryl called me to work... coulnt say no.. i didnt go to commencement either.. *sigh.. nywayzz... HAF TO STUDY/WORK HARD NOW.. dont wanna slack off nymore.. 3 weeks have passed already and felt so lazy to do stuff.. haf to organize my time noww.. oh wellzz.. skul and work.. i should take a break...

im so gaining weight..YAAYY.. but fuckin breakoutz.. i hate itttt!!..

He's always on my mind,
from the time i wake up
'till i close my eyes
he's everywhere i go
he's all i know

'Though he's so far away
it's just keeps getting stronger
every day
and even now he's gone
i'm still holding on

So tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let him go

Maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

My friends keep telling me
that if you really love him
you've gotta set him free
and if he returns in kind
i'll know he's mine

So tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let him go


Why i live in despair
'cause while awake or dreaming
i know he's never there
and all these time i act so brave
i'm shaking inside
why does it hurt me so...


heaven knows...